This is my late hubby Bruce and me. I had just turned 30 and he 29. I've never loved anyone like I loved that man. I still do in fact. Everyone knew we had a great love. People would remark about how much in love they could see we were. He was the perfect husband except for his disease of Alcoholism. Even then, he never stopped being the sweetest man in the world to me. I just wish I'd known he was so depressed and hopeless. I wish I just had one more day with him to make him feel less desperate. Just one more day to tell him how much I loved him. I just wish I had that last day back to reaffirm my love for him and maybe he wouldn't have taken his own life.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
This is my late hubby Bruce and me. I had just turned 30 and he 29. I've never loved anyone like I loved that man. I still do in fact. Everyone knew we had a great love. People would remark about how much in love they could see we were. He was the perfect husband except for his disease of Alcoholism. Even then, he never stopped being the sweetest man in the world to me. I just wish I'd known he was so depressed and hopeless. I wish I just had one more day with him to make him feel less desperate. Just one more day to tell him how much I loved him. I just wish I had that last day back to reaffirm my love for him and maybe he wouldn't have taken his own life.
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Deb, I am so sorry for your tremendous loss.No matter the circumstances, it sounds like you loved each other very much. Your LO is beautiful. and what a wonderful picture of the both of you. Hold on to the good memories. Please don't dwell on the "what If's"...I know it is hard, I hope that your heart is healing. You are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteGood grief. I looked at the layout and loved it, read the blurb and started to cry. My 16 year old son has been suicidal in the past and over the past few days he has been feeling that way again...... ever watchful mother here at the moment. My heart goes out to you. Like Lisa above, I do hope your heart is healing. Life will never be the same for you ever again. You obviously have a lot of love in your heart and scrapbooking is such good therapy for times when you need to remember, to feel and to lose yourself. Love your work. Take care
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